A Glimmer.

Thank you all so much for you words of support on my last post. I wish I could reach through the screen and hug you all. You have no idea how much every comment meant to me, and no idea how much it means to me that you all support this website every single day. It blows my mind.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

I didn’t mention it last night, but I was not feeling so hot. I was pretty scared and felt physically, emotionally, and mentally sick, exhausted and drained.

But this morning I work up feeling like a new person. I woke up alert. I woke up happy. I woke up with optimistic feelings for the future.

They lasted for most of today, until later this evening when I was off by myself running a few errands. That is when the doom started to set in. Fear, self-doubt, fear, anxiety… did I mention fear? Angela warned me that this may happen. She also reminded me of how positive I needed to stay.

As I have so often in previous weeks, I just immediately started praying – one of those fervent prayers. I needed all the hope I could get!

Sure enough, within the hour I learned I had already secured an interview for a part-time job I applied for.

It may be nothing and it may be everything, but it was a little glimmer…

It was just what I needed to snap me out of the funk. I am going to be blogging a lot because I believe it will help me stay positive through this time and push the guilt away. It will help me own my decision. I feel very alone, even though I know I have many loved ones around me. The first thing I am going to do is write down a few positive affirmations and carry them with me everywhere.

Well, maybe not the first thing.

The first thing I’m doing is this:

Any guesses what that is? I’m whipping up a treat for a very special adventure that I’m off to on Sunday. It is going to be lots of fun!